These Days

There are some times I have a hard time getting over myself. Or getting over a feeling. A creation in my head. They come and go. I know this one. Sadness.
My sister left this evening after visiting for the first time in awhile. Miss that gal, she’s a special one. I’m [...]

Windy is the Radio

Today the heat retreated. It’s the same ever year, but I like it. Biking to work this morning, appreciating my orange zip-up hoodie under the overcast sky. Now it’s windy, new branches from the plum scrape the side of mi casa and the light shines soft and muted. A pretty pale yellow.
Tonight is radio 10pm [...]

I Mean We, Just We

Summers getting here. I can tell because some of my actions switch; instead of going straight outside when I get home from work to enjoy the dwindling daylight and idyllic air I head into the humid cave that is slightly better than outdoors for the next couple of hours where I watch movies or lay [...]

Dynex = Shit

I really liked a forum that I read that compared how they claim to have Mac compatible products, like this memory stick card reader that I have for instance, but then don’t actually include or make the software compatible, rather like a car manufacture that makes cars but doesn’t include the engine. Hahaha, fucking yea.
These [...]

Night of the Radio

Sorry for the incommunicado-ness. Thank you for your kindness. Now that immediate mortality has been contemplated and we’ve been given leniency I’ve been running around doing fun: killer garage sales, a walk at RVOEP, visiting with friends I miss too too much, the annual spring plant sale at the college ag department that of course [...]

Don’t Fence Me In

This keeps resurfacing in my days. Fences. Walls. Windows. Why we want them, and what we don’t want. Control. Fear.
Spent a few days around the hospital this week; my mom had surgery to remove a tumor on her bladder. That shook me.
She’s out and at home now. In her environment that she can control and [...]